Yes, ok...

After almost four straight hours of interaction at doctor visits yesterday afternoon, I was worn to a pulp and wondering how Jackson must feel. I told God through tears that this isn't the life I would've chosen for Jackson. He gently reminded me it actually WAS chosen for him...by God. A God who is all-knowing, all-seeing, and all-wise. Could there be a more comforting reality? To be able to rest in the fact that these hard circumstances (as easy as they are compared to what we once thought we were facing!) were hand picked for Jackson and for us with purpose and with limitless love. Yes, ok...even I would choose that.